hi frnds,
writing for the first time....i find it to be a good way to pour my feelings......
FEAR. i have a great fear for failing...but this is not the real problem....its jst the crust. the core of the trouble lies within me. i m someone without balls. dont have guts to stand by my faith. so i take up wat others tell me to do and then fuck it in the most innovative ways and then i m all back to square one..thats what made me what i am. a complete looser. sometimes i feel is it social acceptance that is more important or peace at ur heart. but then u cant get peace untill u have proven urself to this society...things are so correlated.. but that is life.. i dont know why am i such a baby? might be coz i think they will feel bad...but then who will care for me if i feel bad? and i never got a reply for this...i feel ppl are like trees some get mature thick and strong at tender ages but some take longer.... i guess i m the second kind..
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