Thursday, October 9, 2008

Second chance

Life mein kabhi kabhi aise pal bhi aate hain jab jo ho raha hota hai wo apko pasand nahi hota hai....lekin usko badalne ki himmat aap nahi kar pate...aap usse kudhte hue jeete jaate hain..zindagi unhi chalti rehti hai ke tabhi achanak kuch hota hai...kuch aisa jo apne socha nahi tha..jise soch kar aap ghabrate hain... kuch aisa jise dekh ke lagta hai ki ye kya "pehle se kam pareshani thi jo ye ho gaya?" par phir kuch der us pal ko kosne ke baad aap dekhte hain ke ye jo bhi hua yahi to main chahta tha bas karne ki himmat nahi kar paa raha tha...

jaise aapke ghar ka koi hissa aapko achcha nahi lagta...jab bhi waha se nikalte yahi lagta ye aisa na hoke waisa hota to kitna achcha hota..... par usko todkar banane ka sahas nahi hota...kitna kharcha ho jayega... arey kaam to chal hi raha hai....kuch aur bhi toot gaya to aur musibat.... na jane aise kitne hi fizul ke sawaal man ko gher lete hain...aur ham usi kuft mein jeete rehte hain.... phir ek din bhookamp aata hai....ghar ko kafi nuksaan hota hai ...aap us pal ko ji bhar galiyan dete hain phir bhagwan ko koste hain.... lekin jara gaur karne pe kuch aur hi manjar nazar aata hai.... jis hisse ko aap todne ka irada nahi kar pa rahe the wo aaj nazar nahi aa raha tha... zindgi aapko dusra chance deti hai...khud ko badalne ka...apni galtiyon ko sudharne ka....ye aap ke upar hai ki aap wo waqt kisi ko kosne mein bita de ya phir.....usko apna second chance maane..

kuch aisa hi hua mere saath bhi. I spent 2 years sulking and nagging without looking at my second chance. I had only one thought in my mind... That I have been ruined. It’s a disaster and I will never be able to come out of it. It’s the end…..but nothing ends until u call it the end…

as I call it : it’s a new morning after a long night, to stand and to strive with all our might.

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